planets aligned against me or not?

I've been running like a crazy woman since the first, with hardly a second to myself. Here's my mini-journal entry from today:

Work, 9-5
Straight to Olive Garden for dinner with [aunt and uncle from out of town], then home to help C study science and help J get started with blackboard. Is fate conspiring against me, or is it an elaborate form of self-sabotage?

Personally, I'm going for fate right now, 'cause I don't wanna take responsibility....but we all know the truth, don't we?